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Disappointment.
Thursday, July 8, 201011:48 AM
you can say i only remember the bad things about you.. but.. i seriously cant get over it.. i tried to forget them.. from the first excuse u gave to now there's a total of 4 different excuse(at least).. one after another.. when will it end.? is it so hard to do it..? from the first excuse u gave till now.. i always give u alternative. but seems like the more alternative i had for you, result to more excuses. excuses that are so fake. i'm tired of it.. sick n tired.. it has been so long. looking n seeing me cry over it makes you feel happy? if not.. y are u still doing it???? is not just 1 or 2 times.. sorry is the only word u can say to me.. what else..? no promises from you? u wan me to forgive n forget it.. but after a year or so.. u will repeat.. how do u wan me to forget totally. forgive u easily..? whenever i'm alone, my mind cant stop thinking about it. it take two hands to clap.. are u reaching out your hand? i took the effort to do it. are you..? are you taking the effort? I HATE EXCUSE. I HAD ENOUGH OF IT LE.. dont ask me why i show attitude or why i'm upset. coz u result me in this... n dont tell me actually or you have thought of.. because this is jus another excuse of yours.. doesnt it really going to happens? |