a moments after i got settled down in office.. my msn came poping.. some bad news was broke out to me..  it doesnt really directly relate to me.. but i can foresee it will happen to me in future... wondering whether i should go back to study ma.. studying in uni is really hard.. i hear lots of pple saying re-take modules n all.. is not only 1 or 2 i heard.. is like many.. seriously many.. it shows how difficult it is to study uni..

n i'm not sure whether m i able to take this..
1. EXAM PAPER
i'm not sure i can handle the exams where the last exam paper i took was in my o levels.. it is just freaking long.... as my poly there is NO EXAMS.. 30 mins of test.. AN OPEN BOOK ONE somemore.. haiz.. how m i goin to remember those chunk of words in the textbook...

2.WORDY TEXTBOOK
textbook that i have not touch for years too..  haha.. in my poly we dont have textbook or we had it our laptops.. short paragraph of problem a day... notes in point forms.. our research in point forms or power point too.... how m i goin to read those chunks n chunk of words...?? how m i goin to remember those notes in my 128MB brain..???

3. WRITING
N in exams... you got to write n write.. which i hardly write now.. i'm so use to typing with microsoft.. whereas they prompt u n any spelling or gramma error..
n yesterday i was jotting some stuff down n i realise my hand is aching.. whahaha.. is jus a short paragraph.. n my hands ache liao.. cant believe how m i goin to write like those long pages of words in exam halls..

4. LECTURES
the last time i attending some class, i mean class as in a lecture or teacher keep talking n talking was like in my Secondary school time too.. haha.. for now, anyone who sit down with me and trying to teach me things.. i will yawn n yawn... it's like a lullaby...

How?? i'm so scare... should i study...??
i know now currently a dip is nothing.. but.. m i able to cope the stress in uni..
i do not want to waste my money..