This is the first time I’m feeling so down, so emotional..
I hate this feeling..

A photo that caught my eye.. I told myself I will not, I cannot see it as it brings bad memories... But brain or perhaps is my heart isn’t listening.
I open it and I saw all the photos and indeed it flashes bad memories..
Those photos are happy photos of someone.. But when I look at them I feel so sad..
I ask myself why it happened.
Something I thought it will never happen on me happened.
I cant forget this.. Trying really hard to avoid it but things doesn’t seems the way I want it to be..
People around me will talk about it, there’s no where I could run away.

The scar you left for me still exist..
How do I remove it?



My mood is sinking as deep as the ocean..




I can't wait to go home and lay down on my bed..